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party dance dance party
reflect sit focus
photo learn drive picture
reflect wedding humid
crush fall crush gush
sleep akward crush gush
national iver hiphop
cut me in quadrants leave me in the corner
audi volkswagen porsche cars cars
money nomoney money nomoney
reflect
new york aruba unemployment employment
new friend weight money nomoney
nocar no yes bike
coffee cup holder flash lense
plant orchid cash organic
laugh reflect
sneeze smoke breathe
epson salt awake chakras
clear foggy clear peace
reflect sit focus
photo learn drive picture
reflect wedding humid
crush fall crush gush
sleep akward crush gush
national iver hiphop
cut me in quadrants leave me in the corner
audi volkswagen porsche cars cars
money nomoney money nomoney
reflect
new york aruba unemployment employment
new friend weight money nomoney
nocar no yes bike
coffee cup holder flash lense
plant orchid cash organic
laugh reflect
sneeze smoke breathe
epson salt awake chakras
clear foggy clear peace
we met in the middle
the middle
we met in the middle.
how homosexual was benjamin button. so gay.
so anyway, i am so happy tonight. my life has become me biking home, driking a bottle of cab, watching keith oberman, and dancingto 50 cent on the commerical breaks.
yet, there is a part that is still misisng. it really doesn’t add up. its great. nothing adding up. its just splendid.
just felt like reporting on my status.
we met in the middle.
how homosexual was benjamin button. so gay.
so anyway, i am so happy tonight. my life has become me biking home, driking a bottle of cab, watching keith oberman, and dancingto 50 cent on the commerical breaks.
yet, there is a part that is still misisng. it really doesn’t add up. its great. nothing adding up. its just splendid.
just felt like reporting on my status.
sebastosmell
its cute how sabastopol smells like patuoli oil.
i can’t wait to stare at my farmer tomorrow. and for him to stare at me. i love it. i’ve been waiting all week for this.
i can’t wait to stare at my farmer tomorrow. and for him to stare at me. i love it. i’ve been waiting all week for this.
places i've visited 2008
san francisco, ca
rye, ny
greenwich, ct
new york city
yosemite national park, ca
prineville, or
entire oregon coast
not that much travelling. I was on unemployment the bulk of the year, and then i didn’t travel for the past 3 months because I had just gotten the job.
rye, ny
greenwich, ct
new york city
yosemite national park, ca
prineville, or
entire oregon coast
not that much travelling. I was on unemployment the bulk of the year, and then i didn’t travel for the past 3 months because I had just gotten the job.
marin comment
a quip told to me by carolyn during an after dinner walk around a random boat yard/pier in tiburon:
a woman spilled a bunch of red wine in trader joes the other day.
i didn’t mind it much, and at the checkout said “well it actually smells rather nice.”
the man behind me said “it was a good year.”
these little things make me love this area.
a woman spilled a bunch of red wine in trader joes the other day.
i didn’t mind it much, and at the checkout said “well it actually smells rather nice.”
the man behind me said “it was a good year.”
these little things make me love this area.
dancing around to -
She don’t believe in shooting stars
But she believes in shoes and cars
Wood floors in a new apartment
Couture from the store’s departments
You more like ‘love to start shit’
I’m more of the
Trips to Florida
Order the hor douvres, view of the water
Straight from a page of your favorite author
And the weather’s so breezy
Man, why can’t life always be this easy?
She in the mirror dancing so sleazy
I get a call like ‘Where are you, geezy?’
And try to hit you with the Ol-Wu-Wopte
Till I got flashed by the paparazzi
Damn, these niggas got me
I hate these niggas more than a Nazi
As I recall, I know you love to show off
But I never thought that you would take it this far
But what do I know?
(Flashing lights)
What do I know?
I know it’s been a while, sweetheart
We hardly talked
I was doing my thing
I know it was foul baby
Ay, babe, lately you been all on my brain
And if somebody woulda told me a month ago Frontin’ though
Yo, I wouldn’t wanna know
If somebody woulda told me a year ago it’ll go
get this difficult
Feeling like Katrina with no FEMA
Like Martin with no Gina
Like a flight with no visa
FIrst class with the seat back I still see ya
In my past you on the other side of the glass
Of my memory’s museum
I’m just saying, hey Mona Lisa
Come home you know you can’t Rome without Caesar
As I recall, I know you love to show off
But I never thought that you would take it this far
What do I know?
(Flashing lights)
what do I know
As you recall, you know I love to show off
But you never thought that I would take it this far
What do you know?
(Flashing lights)
What do you know?
But she believes in shoes and cars
Wood floors in a new apartment
Couture from the store’s departments
You more like ‘love to start shit’
I’m more of the
Trips to Florida
Order the hor douvres, view of the water
Straight from a page of your favorite author
And the weather’s so breezy
Man, why can’t life always be this easy?
She in the mirror dancing so sleazy
I get a call like ‘Where are you, geezy?’
And try to hit you with the Ol-Wu-Wopte
Till I got flashed by the paparazzi
Damn, these niggas got me
I hate these niggas more than a Nazi
As I recall, I know you love to show off
But I never thought that you would take it this far
But what do I know?
(Flashing lights)
What do I know?
I know it’s been a while, sweetheart
We hardly talked
I was doing my thing
I know it was foul baby
Ay, babe, lately you been all on my brain
And if somebody woulda told me a month ago Frontin’ though
Yo, I wouldn’t wanna know
If somebody woulda told me a year ago it’ll go
get this difficult
Feeling like Katrina with no FEMA
Like Martin with no Gina
Like a flight with no visa
FIrst class with the seat back I still see ya
In my past you on the other side of the glass
Of my memory’s museum
I’m just saying, hey Mona Lisa
Come home you know you can’t Rome without Caesar
As I recall, I know you love to show off
But I never thought that you would take it this far
What do I know?
(Flashing lights)
what do I know
As you recall, you know I love to show off
But you never thought that I would take it this far
What do you know?
(Flashing lights)
What do you know?
longest month
when did december stop being the longest month of the year??
when did december 1 - speed quickly to december 25th?
remember when it used to take 5 years to get from dec. 1 to dec. 25th?
when did december 1 - speed quickly to december 25th?
remember when it used to take 5 years to get from dec. 1 to dec. 25th?
b and s
this is a cute song that i like tonight. its by belle and sebastian. called "to be myself completely"
Well, my heart has fallen down
Thought I’d talked myself around
But to be myself completely I’ve just got to let you down
Well, I knew I’d say goodbye
Though it’s not my time to cry
And forever and for no one I will let it all go by
And to be myself completely I’ve just got to say goodbye
Z-list star in a hundred grand Garrett
The ladies say, "Hey, baby, you’ve earned it!"
I’m not so sure, I toured the land
You could call it work if you count the band
Still your voice calls out to me
Escort me to the harmony
I’m not sure what I will be
Find me in a bitter sweet hello
Well, my heart has fallen down
Thought I’d talked myself around
Though we say goodbye and wonder
What’s to know and who’s to blame
But to be myself completely I will love you just the same
Well, my heart has fallen down
Thought I’d talked myself around
But to be myself completely I’ve just got to let you down
Well, I knew I’d say goodbye
Though it’s not my time to cry
And forever and for no one I will let it all go by
And to be myself completely I’ve just got to say goodbye
Z-list star in a hundred grand Garrett
The ladies say, "Hey, baby, you’ve earned it!"
I’m not so sure, I toured the land
You could call it work if you count the band
Still your voice calls out to me
Escort me to the harmony
I’m not sure what I will be
Find me in a bitter sweet hello
Well, my heart has fallen down
Thought I’d talked myself around
Though we say goodbye and wonder
What’s to know and who’s to blame
But to be myself completely I will love you just the same
menhalls
another reason i love working with all men:
today i had a raspy throat at work (sore throat, nothing major). 2 different men brought me cough drops, im-promp-tu!
2 men told me i sounded sexy.
maybe i just know evil women? but no woman i've ever worked with would have done that.
today i had a raspy throat at work (sore throat, nothing major). 2 different men brought me cough drops, im-promp-tu!
2 men told me i sounded sexy.
maybe i just know evil women? but no woman i've ever worked with would have done that.
home
how silly are we that we sit on the couch and watch the biggest loser?
ok
what was i going to say? oh yeah. ok.
you know things are going OK, when:
you kind of want to stay at work, just because. not that there is anything wrong with home - but you like both equally.
know what i'm saying. not LOVE. but content like.
its all good.
you know things are going OK, when:
you kind of want to stay at work, just because. not that there is anything wrong with home - but you like both equally.
know what i'm saying. not LOVE. but content like.
its all good.
this picture means a lot to me.
for a few reasons. its funny in an interesting way. how this boring picture, means a lot to me right now.
the other person in the room i had a huge crush/omg i can't believe it crush on.
the lens changed my view.
i wanted to like, make out, with the lens.
i realized life was about the lenses in college. when mona and miles let me use his grandfathers camera. they let me use a lot. i should fix up the car and send it back to them.
differentlayers
gosh its one of those times where i listen to rap and emo and girl rap and beard rock. know what i mean? and my pictures are moody and my pictures a crisp. and my lights are bright and my lights are dim. my bike bikes and my car putts.
know what i mean?
you know, i love rogue wave - harmonium.
i also love atmosphere - dreamer. the title of the new atmosphere sure is great. "when life gives you lemons, paint that shit gold"
cute. right?
YOU BETTER BUST THEM OUT!
its so teenage that i have a den where no one can barely hear me bang on the desk with my hands and jump up and down on the floors. and BUST IT OUT. just like rogue wave harmonium.
cute. right?
well anyway, i just felt like sharing thats its been one of those wondering beautying weeks. fall is fast on our heels! there is a cool in the air. the gut starts pining for new york again. or just anything with fall or change of leaves really. the heart starts pining for other lost hearts. met or not. in a change way. men preach about changing things up. athletes jump run and dive.
to sum it up.
one night stands, or 1/2 night stands, or 2 hour stands, or 36 hour stands, or weekend stands, or stand stands, or breakfast stands, or bar stands, or gossip stands, or moppy stands, or work stands, or 5 night stands back to back.
they are all like fast food.
just one trip to mcdonalds, one trip to wendys, one trip to burger king, one trip through the drive through of in-n-out, one trip to jack-n-the-box, one trip to sonic, one trip to a&w, one trip to big joe's express, one trip to dairy queen.
all leave you happy and then sad. fit and then fat. beautiful and then greased. hamburger then fries. soda then milkshake. ketchup then mustard. seasame then bun.
they are all like fast food.
just one trip to mcdonalds, one trip to wendys, one trip to burger king, one trip through the drive through of in-n-out, one trip to jack-n-the-box, one trip to sonic, one trip to a&w, one trip to big joe's express, one trip to dairy queen.
all leave you happy and then sad. fit and then fat. beautiful and then greased. hamburger then fries. soda then milkshake. ketchup then mustard. seasame then bun.
