bluescreen
i was going about my business, taking pictures of the dealership with the fine october sky as its backdrop. get back to my computer to download - and presto! chango!
the blue screen of death:
this was my first blue screen of death. apparently it means death. so i stepped back and let erik figure it out. to our surprise it turned right back on... so we are just kind of going about our business pretending like nothing happened.
maybe a call to remind all of us to back up our files......... you don't want to lose your stuff peoples!
mixup
they fell for it! for a dollar less i got a latte. unheard of in this day & age. a late for 2.60.
so of course i try it again today.
i'd like an americano - but made with milk instead of water.
you mean a latte??
yeah.......... you win.
saving 1 dollar yesterday? not really worth looking like a dumbass today.
DrivetoDallas by Fiery Furnaces
if don't do that sort of thing, you should try it! its fun!
pretend like you are this girl driving to dallas with an expired license with blurry eyes.
If I see you tomorrow
I don't know what I will do
I'm not going to cut my hair or run
around the block
I'm not going to drive to Dallas with
blurry eyes ever again
With windshield wipers that can't wipe
away my tears,
And everything I own piled up in the
backseat
With a speeding ticket from that speed
trap town
The one that got my license revoked
But I never got pulled over
Never got questioned
No, I never got pulled over
Never got questioned
But I still drove all around without it
If I see you tomorrow
I don't know what I will do
I'm not going to cut my hair or run
around the block
I'm not going to drive to Dallas with
blurry eyes ever again
No tomorrow won't be the day I drive
up to Dallas
With red eyes, blurry eyes and dull wipers
that no don't work
Everything piled up in the backseat so I
can't use the mirror
You said we had unfinished business but
it's finished now
If I see you tomorrow I don't know
what I will do
I'm not going to cut my hair or run
around the block
I'm not going to drive to Dallas with
blurry eyes ever again
newyorkpain
did you know for a while there, i couldn't watch movies that were filmed in new york - or had anything to DO with new york? i ended my new yorker subscription, and stopped reading the nytimes. why? i didn't want to self inflict - what my friend & i had termed - "new york pain".
that is how much i love new york. and loved new york. fully. when i left, i remember driving in the cab to the airport, wondering why exactly i was leaving. what was i thinking?
i knew however, that i needed to try something different - get a dog, have a car, see what california was all about.
it has since been 5 years. i booked my ticket for a long weekend in october, today. i'm excited.
more later.
friday music
their website is cool too.
here is them. doesn't this picture look like the epitome of every relationship? i love it.
gorillaz = empireants
Oh, joys are us, the sun has come again to hold you
Sailing out the doldrums of the week
The polyphonic prayer is here, it's all around you
It's all around you out here
And if the whole world is crashing down on you
Fall through space, out of mind with me
Where the emptiness we leave behind on warm air rising
Blows all the shadows far away
The falling of the whole empire, it's here to hold you
Rolling out and haunted till it sinks
Noodle (Little Dragon):
Little memories, marching on
Your little feet working the machine
Will it spin? Will it soar?
My little dream working the machine
Soon, like a wave
That pass will fall
Closing in on you
They're going on
Little memories
Your little feet working the machine
Will it spin? Will it soar?
My little dream working the machine
Soon, like a wave
That pass will fall
Closing in on you
They're going on
poeticdondraper
LOOOOOOOOVED the floating-in-the-pool scene. love that stuff.
quotes i had to go back to and record:
(on swimming)
"its an effort to get in the water, but once you do, you are weightless and you don't even sweat. Then, in the end, you are rung out." and then she looks at him and says: "i've been looking forward to this." LOVE THAT.
"we are flawed because we want so much more.
we are ruined because we get these things, and wish for what we had."
and i also loved the quote about sleeping alone - about always having cold spots to look forward too, to warm.
its don on the mend, and its hot.
i always love gawker's reviews. adds lots of humor and insight.
backtoearth
quick sidenote:
9/11 is a part of my history, along with a gazillion other people. at the time of the event, i was in the village of nyc, & i made the decision to put my camera down, and open my eyes to experience it without my camera. plus, people were literally walking the streets looking for loved ones - it seems wrong to push a camera in their face. so. i have no pictures of 9/11. well, i think i took 1, but i can't find it now. ok, back to my thought.
so i was reading 9/11truth.org just out of curiosity. i like to see what other people think, etc.
and then.......... i imagined a plane, flying into my building, flying over me, crashing, killing, etc. from my desk, i could see some key people on the plane, trying to give me a message before they died - screaming - a key message. and then i died and was standing in heaven. but heaven was instead chaos. complete chaos because now that i had seen this secret, i was in this busy newsroom of heaven, trying to touch people on earth and tell them the secret that i had witnessed on the plane before i died. everyone on earth was trying to figure it out - while all of us in heaven knew the answer - so it was very frustrating & frenzied.
my idea here is this - what if there is a part of heaven that is like the WIRE - where everything is chaos, and its people trapped with a secret - trying to make the secret known to the rest of the world, etc.
i guess that would be hell? but if that chaos didn't exist, wouldn't heaven be kind of boring? what are people doing in heaven if that type of frenzy doesn't exist? what if earth is really the best place, and everyone in heaven wants to get back down to earth?
just that random daydream at my desk, made me really happy to be here today.
JSF @cityartslectures
ok. soooooooo i'm reaaaaaaaaaly excited about getting tickets to the city arts & lectures taping of Jonathan Safran Foer. My friend and I wanted to also attend Judd Apatow and Mark Bittman - but they were OBVIOUSLY sold out.
City Arts & Lectures is always so perfectly pretentious and insightful. last fall it quickly became my FAVORITE radio show. it always aired after my random yoga class. i had just gotten the miata. it was september. the sun was setting around 7pm - during yoga. after class, it was dark, but the air was still warm. i would drive around, with the top down, so proud and happy to have a convertible, and listen to the calming voices and stories on City Arts & Lectures. My favorite guest at that time was the man (i forget his name!) who had all of the stories of his travels through Tibet, and India, and China! Such an insightful, calm man. I love the way the audience sounds - educated - laughing at the "inside jokes". Its one of those radio shows that makes the nerds of the Bay Area feel accepted & where we can all listen together and laugh & learn.
anyway - i'm excited to attend and see what the audience is like. JSF is my age. he is brilliant, kind, and gastronomical. oh, and he's cute. :)
caliheat
a little night swim last night so i could enjoy every second possible of the minor miniature heat wave we were blessed with this week. i'm off to alaska tonight! very exciting.
i'll leave you with a song. In honor of Alaska, i was going to attach Big Dipper by Built to Spill off of their album There's Nothing Wrong With Love. But when I went to go listen to it again, I got stuck on the song before Big Dipper - Reasons. I love this album - well, I loved it like 12 years ago. Built to Spill is one of those bands that you re-visit. So anyway, here is the second track from There's Nothing Wrong With Love - Reasons :
(i like the part "lets make a movie") makes me so so so happy.
come through me
you arrive and I'm on fire
subdue me
to explode that you inspired
so groovily
second episode all smiles
let's make a movie
in the name of all great liars
improvising Kaufman style
they are all reasons to me
they are all reasons to be
they are all reasons to see
they are all reasons to me
how the hell do you do this?
change the colors shapes and size
I'm clueless
not one thing I recognize
so foolish
every now's a big surprise
help me to get through this
stay with me until I die
there's nothing else I wanna try
they are all reasons to me
they are all reasons to be
they are all reasons to see
they are all reasons to me
dogsnevergrowup
dogs never do.
maybe thats why we get so attached. they never leave the home.
roguewavesterngrove
i love stern grove because its free, and peaceful. sure, parking sucks, but so does the weather. whatareyougonnado. nothing.
anyway, i'm excited for rouge wave on sunday. i don't really care about there might be giants. but i'll be there early for rogue wave. i don't have their latest album, and was too busy this week to get it & prepare myself for the concert. again, whatareyougonnado. nothing.
so it took me a hot minute to decide which song to attach to this post. they have so many sweet, slow, harmonious ballads - but i'm going to choose Nourishment Nation from their album Out of the Shadow (my current fave right now) because maybe it is one solid song that has been overlooked? i dunno.
update - altho i wanted to attach nourishment nation, i'll have to attach Christians in Black (from Asleep at Heavens Gate) because that is an mp3, and drop io didn't like my mp4...
love you. have a good weekend.
two crows - herman dune
happy friday. hooray.
play this song. do yourself a favor and listen to it with your body. dance around. close your ears. dance around. play this song again. and again. well play the whole damn album.
i've had this album for about 3 years? and heard it a different way last night. isn't it fun how our ears age too?
anyway. hope you are dancing right now. its good for you. cut loose. cheers.
"do you mind if i play this song again?"
"go ahead"
"thanks."
Two Crows:
two, two of you stepping on the pier
two of you, of you guys, stepping on the pier
and i can notice by the way you're walking
that you're not right here
and i can notice by the way you're walking
that you're not right here
two ghosts in the morning but you can't fool me
two ghosts in the morning but you can't fool me
why is that, that on a rainy
you're walking your crows out, on a leash
why is that, baby, that on a rainy
you're walking your crows out, on a leash
two ghosts in the morning but you can't fool me
two ghosts in the morning but you can't fool me
